Feeling Better
I ended yesterday feeling defeated, like all my weight-loss efforts were for nothing, like I was starting all over from the very beginning 40 pounds ago.
But today I feel better. I've learned my lesson. I know it's my call to move forward. And I hesitantly stepped on the scale this morning, not expecting a loss (quite the opposite), but simply wanting to put a number in my head to give myself a jumping-off point for moving forward.
It's okay. I'm not beating myself up or feeling guilt today. But I hate it, I hate all the pounds that I've let slide back on since mid-November. But I embrace them as a lesson learned. And I promise to kick their butts very soon!!!
But today I feel better. I've learned my lesson. I know it's my call to move forward. And I hesitantly stepped on the scale this morning, not expecting a loss (quite the opposite), but simply wanting to put a number in my head to give myself a jumping-off point for moving forward.
It's okay. I'm not beating myself up or feeling guilt today. But I hate it, I hate all the pounds that I've let slide back on since mid-November. But I embrace them as a lesson learned. And I promise to kick their butts very soon!!!
Labels: weight loss
1 Comments:
I'm there myself, Summer. I think it happens to the best of us. :-) What I've decided not to do is to give in to the defeat, and instead hit up WW again.
By Anonymous, at January 02, 2008 8:48 AM
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