Random Thoughts in No Particular Order

I haven't been watching what a I eat very much at all the last couple of weeks. I guess with bootcamp I expected the pounds to just drip right off of me, and I let counting points slip a bit. A lot. I'm pretty disgusted after stepping on the scale this morning, so I'm skipping my meeting to pout.

I'm so sick of worrying about it all the time.

One good number that came out of this week: When we first started bootcamp, we ran a "test" mile. We also tested on how many push-ups we could do in a minute, how long we could hold the plank, etc. Well, all of those numbers improved when we retested Thursday evening. I shaved a minute and two seconds off of my mile time. I was very pleased.

I hope to use this weekend to just regroup. To dig deep and find my motivation. To keep looking toward to looking good in a bathing suit as summer gets closer and closer. If I knew how to spell out a frustrated scream, I would...